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I'm sure nobody's noticed this but... Did you pay attention to my blog titles?  There was a reason why I haven't posted pictures on this blog yet XD

Hello. It's been a while. Blovember is coming to an end and even though I haven't written as much as I had planned - lifeee - I think I can still get a pass? Will try to update more again in December. Who knows, if we go into 'stay home' lockdown light again I might end up with more time to sit in front of the computer and reflect. Anyway, I mentioned in one of my entries that something big was happening at the end of November. And something big did happen on November 29th, 2020.

I honestly have no idea how I dragged myself through today and accomplished what I did in fact accomplish... maybe out of a sense of duty, maybe because of some degree of automatism. But this past week has been draining. I was working 7 lesson days and adding the almost 3 hour commute (1.5 hours one way) and me not feeling very well physically... yeah it's been a week. I'm most likely getting over-time pay... not much but hey better than nothing. So yeah I have zero motivation to do...stuff. I want to be healthier and do some kind of exercise again - I really need to because my stamina is really shit now - but I just...have no energy to do things and now that I'm kinda coming down with something I just don't dare to do exercise just in case something happens and I'd be alone when it does (see my post about having a heart attack).

aka "Whiny Post - Part 2". I feel like all I do these days is to whine about something. Maybe it's that time of the month or even year when adulting just becomes...hard. I guess it's because I'm the baby in the family and have been spoiled? Or maybe I am just not growing up and still stuck with the way of thinking of a whiny teenager. Ah no self, stop. Don't get into that self-degrading spiral. It won't do you any good. But yeah I feel like such an idiot whining about fandom things and work. It seems so immature and yet here I am, dedicating an entire blog post to it. The reason is to just get it out of my system, I guess. Hopefully that will help and let me move forward. Somehow.

Hello. It's been a few days since the last blog update and while I wish I could blog more often, RL has been a bit ... it has been a bit. I know people might not want to read about this - as things are still up in the air and shit is definitely going down and I hope all my friends and family in the United States of Anxiety stay safe and healthy - but let me talk about...things. Yeah I am going to be abusing the three dots a lot.

I started this on twitter but since I was asked to answer all of these questions, I figured I'd just do it here instead of clogging up everybody's TL again. So, here goes. First entry of November. Can't believe 2020 will be over in 2 months...