a little bit of happiness
Life's been... stressful to say the least. My current school is this dumpster fire turned into a flaming shit storm and I just don't know what to do anymore. The chaos is made worse by the fact that the ongoing pandemic is really causing some serious damage to the kids we're teaching because things like socializing and having to live with rules that prevent the spread of the virus are not easy to grasp for younger kids especially. And I think a lot of parents are also getting stressed which is poison for their kids and... it's a vicious circle. On some days, I really feel myself hitting my limits. I really like working for my company, usually. And I really like (even love) being a teacher. Usually. But right now I am so ready to just call it quits. And I have sent out some job applications. So far fruitless. Or the jobs just didn't pay enough (no point in changing jobs if I need to work 2 in order to survive). BUT That's not what today's post is supposed to